Goodbye, September 2008

September 2008 quickly comes to a close.
for me, it's very hard to get on with this stressful September.
difficult duty like prefect......i've never expected all these things come within this first month of the last 2-year challenging high school life.
i still have a long way to go and have to be tough enough to get over this hard times.
Grit my teeth and stick at it!

Future is always full of uncertainty.....but i don't care.
just enjoy your time....have fun with it!:D
let's have the time of our life!

i have no choice.....

i have no choice.....cos i'm not the boss...
i have no choice.....cos such is life in Hong Kong.
i have no choice.....cos i was born to be myself
i have no choice.....cos the education system in Hong Kong is so stressful and ossified.
i have no choice.....cos no matter how much i eat, i'm still skinny.
i have no choice.....cos i'm shy and not talkative.....i'm always left out in school.
i have no choice.....cos most of my close schoolmates and lunchmates has gone to other school
i have no choice.....cos i'm still a student at this moment
I have no choice.....cos i'm not in the worst situation in the world....i gotta work hard.
i have no choice.....can it be that it's my karma?

i have no i'm here to express my feelings!

Raise my weight!!!

since my school day came back, many teachers haven't seen me for long and stunningly said that once they saw me......"How come you're thinner than ever weren't such two years ago when i was your English teacher!!! is studying really so stressful for you that it makes you more and more skinny?"
and when i had my first PE lesson and measure our weight and height, the teacher also felt shocked for my build......"is there anything wrong with your health? you look very tall but you're very light...JUST 50 KG!!!"

omg.......i'm always frustrated by my skinny matter how much i've eaten, i'm still very skinny!!!!!

so, from now on, i have to RAISE MY WEIGHT.....EAT AS MUCH AS I CAN!!!!!!!!! KISS GOODBYE WITH MY SKINNY BODY!!

finally i watched the movie Mamma Mia yesterday!!!!!
That's truly a great moive!!!!Fantastic!!!:D
The all time great ABBA masterpieces in the movie makes it the icing on the cake!!!:)

temporary study-phobia

finally Saturday came......this week was in any way a nightmare!!!!

i've got back to normal school life for a week, but still can't adjust to that.
one day after the school reopen day, many unusual physiological reactions emerged during this week.....sore throat, constipation, it bad karma?

and most of my close friends and students no longer study with me at the same school cos their public exam result fell short of the promotional requirements. we each other are busy with our work.
besides, some of students from prestigious schools become my classmates. i get to know all of them from scratch and it's quite challenging cos some of the boys and girls always form their own circles....omg!!! it really makes me numb...
so during lunchtime, i had my lunch on my own. all my close lunch-mates leave me....

and to my hatre, a girl who makes me sick....a slutty and coquettish chick..... always appeared whenever i was unhappy!!!!
actually, she's my first first love affair was 3 years ago....just lasted 9 months......and after that she had many affairs with many boys....some of them are younger and older than her.......she definitely sucks!!!!!!!
she'll study with me at the same form in these 2 years..........poor!!!

a stressful these 2 years i have to cram much stuff  into my mind and endlessly do sums......binomial.....intergration.......differentiation................a terrible curse......

but there's one thing comforts me.......i've got a very nice English teacher, Mrs Lee.
whenever i meet her, she always greets at me warmly and fact we know each other quite well cos my English performance in school and public result were quite prominent and she'd noticed me before.
and so i'm prepared to be English class her with the books circulation and collecting in class.
i even shared her my secret that i want to be a volunteer in London Olympic Games at Friday.
she looked happy and surprised to know that and really support me.
so i try my very best to brush up my English in these 2-year preparatory level for university with Mrs Lee's help!^^

school reopen day

Time flies when you're having 4-month-long holiday ended .
and 1st Sep was the school reopen day in Hong Kong.
well, so far so good....but something bad happened.

I'd tinted my hair red in the summer holiday......and tried to tint it black with hair coloring product.
but it can't color my hair black.......Oh my god!!!!!
if i didn't color my hair black before the school reopen day, i would be punished!!!!
in the last resort, i had a strange idea.....guess what?? it's black watercolor........crazy!!! =D
I spent a lot of time "painting" my hair black after i woke up in the morning and time went by quickly.....i scarcely forgot i had to leave......finally i rushed to school with my body gettting wet cos the weather was extremely hot!!!!!!!><
and damn! i was late for school.....
fortunately, there were many students with the same situation as me......i took a relif at once. after all, it's the first school day and we all need more time to get used to that normal school life.

All in all, it was a curse more than a blessing!!!><
i have a kind of feeling that these two years are going to be ominous!

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